I don’t know exactly what it is, but I’ve been so different lately. I stopped wearing sunscreen and started wearing makeup again. I wear more dresses and text more frequently. I actually let myself go on a date. I’m giving alcohol a try – I drank wine. And half a mojito. I don’t sleep well at night, but I function during the days. I bought a bright pink flamingo shower curtain, because well…why not?
I spend my days not really knowing what day it is…or month, for that matter. There are sad things in life and bills to pay, but I shrug my shoulders and let God take care of me. With each passing day my fears are melting away – I am learning how to be loved.
It’s going to be a good summer, I can tell.